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9698) Recovery has given me the most beautiful muscles I never even dared to dream about. I don’t have a thigh gap, but instead of that, I’m able to lift things so fucking heavy that it makes me feel more alive and “in control” than starving or cutting would ever be able to. And the best part is that I can eat whatever the fuck I want without gaining a pound or feeling anxious. Recovery is the best decision I’ve ever made. I’m weight restored and feel good about my body. Please choose recovery <3